The Autonomous Mutant Collective

  

You’ve heard of Burning Man and the Rainbow Gathering but—the Autonomous Mutant Collective? I hadn’t either until they set up for a week at the base of my fire lookout tower mountain. Nobody at the district office ever tells me anything so the first glimmering—or foreboding—happened on a Wednesday when someone cranked some loud electronic music nearby. All I could hear—and feel—was the THUMP THUMP THUMP of a computerized bass drum. I thought it was some locals from the small California-hillbilly town of Westwood who decided to drive up my road and drink beer. My only worry being that they would try to come up to the tower driving around the locked gate on their dirtbikes to give me attitude as had happened only the week before.

But the THUMP continued the next day starting around 11am and didn’t stop. Campers? But no real good places to camp on the road up here. Music that loud must be close.

And at two in the afternoon I heard steps on the metal stairs up to the tower catwalk. I opened the door: Yep a guy was walking up. Pet peeve of mine at lookouts—people who just come up without yelling hello and/or asking permission. But I contained my annoyance—mostly—since I also respect people who hike the last mile up. So I said hello and smiled. Somehow he seemed surprised to see me though my truck was parked right below.

He said he was camping down in the forest valley with some friends and came up to take some pictures of their spot.

Still a little annoyed I said, —You the ones blasting that music down there?

Which seemed to make him nervous. And/or he was just an odd duck. —Yes.

—How many friends do you have?

He avoided eye-contact.. —Oh as many as decide to show up. We never really know. We call ourselves the Autonomous Mutant Collective.

Which I thought was amusing and in my mind I was picturing about then guys.

He asked how long I would be here and said he didn’t think lookouts were staffed anymore. Which I get a lot of. Still not making eye-contact—I guess because I was a Forest Service employee— he asked about campfires which at that point in the summer—mid-June—were still ok.

He apologized for taking up my time and asked if he could take some pictures and did.

—How long are you going to be down there?

—Oh things will really kick in over the weekend. We should start packing up on Monday.

That went over my head at the time. He took another look around and said wistfully, —Great place for some solitude. Then he left. Only later did I wonder-suspect that that dude was on a scouting mission to see if he could bring all his ‘friends’ up during the fest and that me being there discouraged that plan since I was a grumpy fed.

The THUMP continued on Friday so I texted one of the FS fire folks who patrol the area. He replied back that the Autonomous Mutant Collective had in fact applied for a permit and that it was a festival going until that next Wednesday. Seems all my bosses knew this was coming but no one told me. Like I said.

The only way to drown out the THUMP was either playing my double-bass—Bach and Beethoven for hours—or cranking up all my Slayer and Tool albums on my computer. Though by Friday evening—when all the FS fire folks were off the clock—the THUMP got louder. This is when the hate started—who the fuck plays techno in a forest? An abomination. Plus it was affecting me physically. Fortunately a cold spell and high winds rain and scattered hail and near freezing temps all seemed to stop the music.

The Autonomous Mutant Collective—according to a report-essay “The Great Mutant-Fest Techno Bust” by a David Bernbaum published on their website—has had some run-ins with the law on other National Forests. The ‘Autonomous’ part should be read as ‘anarchist’ though the change of word is smart since most people these days tend to think of anarchists as bomb-throwing terrorists or at least as the Black Bloc folks who fuck shit up at protests and demonstrations (though actually haven’t heard about them in a while) whereas anarchists like me (on a good day when I have faith in humanity)(which is rare) tend to think of ourselves as David Graebers—at the very least not needing leaders like for example his example of a bunch of people waiting to get on a bus—it happens in an orderly fashion with care given to those in need et cetera. Nobody has to order them to get on the bus in a certain way. There are many strands of anarchism if readers are curious to explore. Graeber is a great start. Bakunin a classic. Or my favorite: Edward Abbey.

In good anarchist fashion the Autonomous Mutant Collective claims no leaders with just an agreed upon date in June when they meet, anywhere in CA OR or WA. Even signing a permit for a gathering is problematic since no one claims to speak for anyone else who shows up. Nevertheless like all anarchist groups there is a core group of organizers (if not leaders)(but yeah leaders)—the someones who decide on the location and and pay for the port-o-potties or own the website. The guy who came up to the tower was probably one of them. Maybe he runs the whole thing! But something like this takes the will and patience of at least a core group. And that’s fine. Unlike Burning Man, the whole thing is free (I’m unclear if the Rainbow Gathering is still free or not). Anyone can show up and leave at any time and camp anywhere. It seems a good experience in anarchist living (or vacationing) despite the headache it creates (which I can attest it true) for the National Forest district they choose (mine). (Though there were no real problems—more anon.)

I didn’t learn all that until later in increments. By saturday the music was even louder and all day—I was woken at 6am by the THUMP despite the cold and hail we’d gotten. I realized that the Visitor-dude had said they had a website so I checked it out—primitive but has directions and helpful suggestions for arrival. And it has Bernbaum’s play-by-play of the big run-in with the cops on another forest from some years ago. So it wasn’t just ten friends. A festival. Of sorts. From the volume of the bass drum I pictured 300 bodies dancing together in the trees under the influence of various narcotics. Kind of like that rave scene in the second Matrix movie except not underground. Horrifying in any case.

And frustrating. I’m sure no one else around could hear them. In fact I’m sure there was no one else around—the mutants had picked an area well-nestled in a valley surrounded by hills. Near two highways and a half-hour to Westwood or the larger Susanville (where I go for groceries and a dose of civilization—such as it is—once a week). The frustration came from being up at my tower (on the clock and I live up there all the time all all summer) and having to hear—to feel—the THUMP especially at night. Saturday got LOUD. I had all the windows shut, earplugs in and a pillow over my head and still could feel it.

On Sunday morning I was woken again at 6am by the beat—not sure if it had gone all night or was just re-starting up but I reacted in frustration—calling first my Dispatch to ask if a LEO could head over. Then texting a couple of my supervisors doing to them what had been done to me: annoy them at an early hour. Then I called the cops. The Sheriff's deputy was the nicest person I talked to that whole week. Seemed to sincerely care when I told him where I was. He said he and his partner would go over and talk to them and I think maybe they did because the beat volume went down soon after for the rest of the morning. Bumped back up in the afternoon though. So more Slayer and Tool (by way of contrast I usually listen to Vivaldi et cetera up in my tower).

My FMO actually made the suggestion—perhaps just kidding— that I should head down and check it out. As he put it “get your groove on.” And I thought about that. And thought about it. And decided he was right—it was right there and free and maybe I could learn about something new and interesting happening in my neck of the woods. So after work I drove down. Took a half-hour to get there. When I reached tents and cars I parked on the main Forest Service dirt road. Got out and walked into the mutant camp.

The booming bass was to my north somewhere off in the trees. Though I discovered that there was more than one booming bass. I walked east to the far side of the camp on the main road maybe no more than a half mile with the bridge over the Susan River kind of the crossroads (the river being more of a creek there but lovely.) Lots of parked cars and seemingly empty tents. Coming across across people walking here and there I asked a couple guys directions on how to get to the music. They were friendly and explained though their directions were basically ‘walk through the trees until you hit a trail and follow it. They also gave me funny looks—this was Sunday and anybody who had been there for even just the weekend should have known their way around by then. I was obviously new and obviously did not fit in fashion-wise. I had on my green Carhartts and black boots and a black Patagonia coat and probably looked like the federal employee I was. Or maybe a FBI asset. Despite my long hair and days-old scruffy face and that I hadn’t showered in a week, more than any of them.

I asked if there was any acoustic music going on. Which flummoxed them. They mumbled something about there might be another ‘stage.’

My first impression after walking around a bit was, where is everybody? I saw way more tents and vehicles for the amount of people walking around. They must have been at the 300-person rave I’d envisioned.

I returned back to the bridge determined to find the LOUD THUMP. A side road led northwestish with lots of tire and foot traffic so I figured that was it. For maybe another half-mile, probably less, the road was lined with more tents and vehicles. People seemed to want to camp near the THUMP. I came across an area with a PA and a WALL of speakers and an inflatable unicorn. This was a dance area but no one was there. Not even a DJ though music was blasting. But this wasn’t even The THUMPing bass I’d been hearing. How many PAs were there? I’d thought there would just be on central dance area but apparently not.

At the end of that side road was what I would learn was a ‘stage’—a dance floor or dance area since a floor in the forest doesn’t sound right. Again, there was a WALL of speakers, a DJ booth and lights strung up along the trees currently unlit. Also what seemed like a bar which might have explained the small group of people mostly clustered around it. I checked the directions of the WALL of speakers—yep facing southwest right at my tower. This was the area called No Limits. Two people were actually sort of dancing—slow-dancing independently for the fast-paced OONTZ OONTZ of whatever electronic music it was. They didn’t care—either blissed out with each other and/or drugs. There were a few others sitting on plastic tarps on the ground chatting somehow right in front of the speakers. Everyone there seemed to have dreadlocks or at least all the guys did. The clothing was Goodwill meets post-apocalyptic and looked like it had been worn all week.

This was what all the LOUD music was about? Fifteen people? Someone said things started happening after dark—even not until midnight. I don’t know I didn’t stay that long. Maybe everyone was gathering strength for later.

I felt super-self-conscious just standing there getting stared at. And/or ignored. Both. I walked back out to the main road. On my way I walked up on a young woman going in the same direction. She looked back at me so I waved and said, —Passing on the left.

She smiled and said hello. Her name was Rebecca. I asked her how she liked the Autonomous Mutant Collective.

—This is my second one. I like it. Everyone here is so generous.

No reason to doubt her though I felt like I got the cold shoulder at No Limits. I would have asked her more but we arrived at her tent.

Back out on the main road I took a left after the bridge and headed north along another side road. At the end of that was another ‘stage’ called SPAZ with the speakers again lined up in a WALL—DJ booth and dance area with a tarp strung overhead and more small lights. No bar but here yes people dancing—about 20 women. The music was latin-themed—still techno-ish but with a least a latin bass line. This would be the most dancers I would see the whole time. There were also others seated in chairs of on a plastic tarp on the ground or standing and smiling talking to each other. One sad young man swung slightly from a big swing hung between two big pondos. I again stood awkwardly watching wishing I was able to dance. Just never have felt comfortable doing it—too self-conscious even though I’m a musician and have rhythm.

These two ‘stages’ seemed to be where any activity was happening that evening. I saw three other ‘stages’ around with DJ booths and WALLS of speaker but empty. Each stage was powered by a diesel generator which is maybe why the music had to be so loud. All the generators running 24/7. I wondered what made one stage more popular than any other. Surely the music though the No Limits had the bar and was farther away from the road. And louder. Maybe just the name itself. As a dare.

I was glad to have gone to put a face to the music. Or faces. I still kinda hated the No Limits DJs though—knowing I would have to hear them when I got back up to my tower. I hung out from like 630 to 8 then drove back up so as not to have to take the tower road in the dark. Also because nothing seemed to be going on. I was struck by the lameness. My estimate was there were maybe 200 people total based on the vehicles and tents I saw. Maybe. Though the essay by Bernbaum said they had had 350 for that gathering. Where was everybody?

My normal days off are Monday/Tuesday and I had contemplated just taking them both and leaving the area for three nights. Usually I just drive back up every night since it’s the best view around but my boss offered to let me work one of my days off due to fire danger (wind really, it was still kind of cold and no lightning)(maybe to keep an eye on the mutant campfires). Hard to turn down ten hours of overtime. Plus I have a thing of when I’m at a tower for the summer I’m at the tower—I like to be there at night. It’s my mountain home and comfy. So I went through another day of Slayer and Tool to drown out the mutants. But after my first visit the night before I had the idea—why not go all-in and camp down there? Get more of the feel? Stay past dark, see what what it looks like in the early morning before I left to go to Susanville for the day. The camp was right on one of the roads I would take to get into town anyway. Possibly even return for a third night on my way back and zip up to the tower in Wednesday morning.

Why not? Get out of my fire lookout safety zone and try something new. Also: I like camping—my tent and sleeping bag were all set to go in my truck. Off at six again I closed up the tower and headed down. Even washed my pits and put on a new shirt. Not that that would make any difference to anyone. Still it felt like a special occasion. I was a little nervous. Felt like a spy. Kinda was.

First thing I saw when I reached camp was a woman dropping trou right by the side of the road pissing on a pondo. I had to do a double-take to verify what mine eyes saw before I could avert them and give her privacy. Drove though to the east side as far away from No Limits as possible and at the last tent and vehicle hunted for a good spot. There were plenty. I’m surprised people didn’t spread out more. I was right on the outer limits, though still maybe only 50 yards from the bridge. I just couldn’t believe more people didn’t camp farther out—the tents were jammed almost wall to wall some places and those places are close to all the PAs. Is that not exhausting just being close to the noise for a whole week? My instinct to avoid the crowd just was not the instinct of anyone else. These were extroverts camping. People probably felt energized the whole week whereas two hours there the night before had exhausted me. I was basically walking the whole time pretending to have purpose rather than standing awkwardly gawking. I’m a flaneur, a people-watcher, curious from a distance.

I set up my tent which was one of the few normal-like tents, though just an REI special. Not proud really just noting that most of the people camped out there didn’t look like regular campers or people who come into the woods. Maybe the experience will make some converts and at the least these folks will come away with an appreciation for forests—National or otherwise—and want to protect them. That said, the camp still gave me the vibe of conquering nature rather than being part of it. Bringing a PA system powered by diesel generators with lots o’ psychedelic lights seems like a separation from nature.

I did bring my guitar down with thoughts of maybe busking by the bridge but when I took a preparatory walk down there, there was THUMP from at least three different stages. So I retired to my truck and did what I usually do up at the tower in the evening—played my guitar and sang—Beatles Dylan Gillian Welch. A half hour of singing felt good, put me in a good mood. Had to kinda wander around my truck to keep the mosquitoes off—which seemed to have survived the near-freezing temps we’d had. Some cars passed and people waved and some walkers farther along the road kind of checked me out from a distance. Not that I cared. Or maybe I cared a little. It was the one activity I felt I could do that would bring acceptance from the mutants. But it also was just for me, to pass some time until dark when the camp might become more lively.

A car stopped on its way into camp and a window rolled down. A black guy with dreads leaned out. —Hey man can you tell me how to get out of here?

—Sure. Where you going?

—Just out of here. I got to get out of the woods before it gets dark.

—Well if you want Susanville turn around follow this road until it Ts and turn left. Go out to Highway 44 and turn right.

We went over it a couple more times. He’d already tried to get out that way. I know what he did—turned right at the T because there’s a sign saying Susanville 18 miles but that’s all dirt road. He headed out. My good deed for the day. Only black person I’d see there. Perhaps following a black man’s natural instinct to not be in the woods at night with a bunch of white people.

As the sun set I took one last look at the Susan River in the half-light then first headed to my enemies the No Limits folks. And it was the same. LOUD music and a few people standing around and talking somehow. Less than the night before. I forced myself to go over to the bar. No crowd just a couple bartenders. One of them smiled as he was opening a bottle of wine. But he didn’t offer. And I didn’t ask. Didn’t bring my wallet. Unclear if drinks were free? Maybe not? Maybe I should have asked? That seemed a little desperate on my part. Inhospitable on their part. If they’d offered I would have graciously taken one. Maybe even talked to someone. So I stood there awkwardly for a bit feeling utterly out of place. Really though—was that it? All that loud music for small groups not even dancing?

I walked back to SPAZ and it too was dead: no latin-infused music, just the same stuff No Limits was playing—oontz oontz with weird unmelodious high-pitched noises. Lesson learned—if you want folks to dance, go latin.

Speaking of that, there was a notable amount of spanish speakers. From Spain, based on the accent I was hearing. I wonder if they all knew each other? Or what the connection was with the autonomous mutants? Too shy to ask though I ventured a few holas to passing groups hoping they’d be impressed and stop to charlar. Pero no. A couple newcomer vehicles were finding spots along the No Limits road and they too were spanish. Huh.

There were other things going on, or attempting to go on. Community-minded stations centered around the bridge. A tree-climbing workshop going on all day where people could learn how to use a harness and rope to climb a tall ponderosa tree right next to the river. That did get a lot of activity—people were climbing all the time.

A lending library area had books and also a large collection of zines which I never perused—no time even though that was probably the area that most appealed. Couple of librarian-types seemed to have set it up but I only saw them my first day. Also an old typewriter on a small table with brown strips of paper to type on with pinned poems or letters to a cork board nearby. Again this was my jam but I did not partake. If I’d been there all week yes.

One new thing was an orange inflatable square ‘structure’ with what looked like a chimney coming out of the top. A 6x6x6 cube with walls like a soft thermos. I couldn’t figure it out until a guy walking by said, —It’s a sauna! A portable sauna! Crazy huh?

Indeed. Made me wonder about getting one for up at the tower.

A ‘crafts’ area also had a ‘free food’ table neither of which got used though I may have just missed the crafts time. A medical tent always posted someone responsible-looking. A sign for some kind of ‘mermaid’ activity hung on the bridge. Unclear when except it was qualified with the words ‘BAD FISH ONLY.’ But women did bathe right at the bridge occasionally. In bathing suits that I saw. My boss said he had seen nudity but I never did. Just kind of too cold and too many mosquitoes.

There was also the ‘Hoe Zone’ which had the biggest sign of all advertising a fashion show for Saturday though the hoes were all dudes in women's clothing. Trans-women I guess. Unclear. The implication of the sign though was that to be a woman is to be a hoe. The place didn't seem very popular though for example my boss who had been driving through every day thought that was one of the main events. Or points. Or identities. Anybody who drove through saw that sign and associated it with the Autonomous Mutant Collective. A central decorating committee might have re-thought that messaging.

The biggest non-dancing gathering I found was in a tent right next to—and in the THUMP of—SPAZ where a ‘Truth or Dare’ session was going on. Which was really an informal Moth—randomly people took turns telling a story from their life based on a theme. Time limit ten minutes, with a host and someone to ding a bell at the limit. There were about twenty people crowded in there sitting down and respectfully listening. I think this event happened more than one day. Felt like the one place where people could learn about each other, and thus if felt like those who were there were really into it. Sharing our stories with each other. And listening.

Camp etiquette seemed almost non-existent—open empty food containers lay on tables or even the ground. I didn’t see much alcohol except some PBR empties at some camps, on the ground or in the original cases. Garbage bags—if there were any and I didn’t see a lot—were on the ground or taken to the main road where I assume the Forest Service rec guy took them away every day. I’d bet any bears were too scared of the music. Not sure on raccoons. Or mice. At one point two women in a truck with a big tank of potable water drove around and filled up any jugs people had. That was nice of them. That cost someone money. Not sure what people would have done otherwise—the AMC website did advise to bring enough water for the whole stay.

I saw at least three Priuses parked around in various stages of disrepair—missing panels and scratched to hell. Three #VanLife vans. Slumming I guess. No tents. Sleeping inside. Any pickups seemed to parked out on the east end where I ended up with my pickup. Campsites in the center were mostly four-door cars and old-school vans. At least one modified schoolbus with speakers on the outside playing weird noises.

I got a few whiffs of cannabis in my walks about (which is legal here in California) but not clouds of it. A whiff of diesel fumes—or something—some smell—sends me back to when I was a wildland firefighter in fire camp—that smell plus a medical tent plus random people wandering around as if with purpose. And the general loudness.

All the guys there were either super-skinny or overweight like they lived in their parents basements and played video games all day. No one seemed to get any exercise. I mean, I felt like I had way better posture than everyone there and that’s not something I’ve ever felt anywhere else. Plus again my Carhartt pants stood out which is wild since they’re about standard for the local guys (and some gals) in Susanville and Westwood. Rural vs urban style? Or it’s because my hair is grey? But there were some older dudes around. I’m dirtbag but not the right kind of dirtbag.

At dark walking up the outskirts on the main road there were some small groups at their campsites gathered round fires chatting. Those seem more my people unless who knows maybe they were just resting up for an all-night dance session later. Of course an event like this is more fun if you came with friends. Even if I had friends I’d still suggest we go camping somewhere else. Maybe that’s why I don’t have friends.

But I was not the only night visitor. There were the spanish people who showed up but also on my way back to my tent in full-on darkness a nice car parked up near the bridge and a man in a suit got out and headed in the direction of SPAZ. Some other cars rolled in after I was in my tent. So maybe some locals got their groove on.

I guess what struck me about my second night was how lame everything was: the loud PA systems—multiple ones—but no one there. Had people left? Could have been my timing—not total dark yet. I was tired—bed time and my feet were sore from walking up and down those gravel roads. I’m sure I could have gotten more of a ‘groove’ on if I was fumado or maybe drunk. Maybe. This is how extroverts camp I guess—same feeling (minus the loud PAs) I get in official campgrounds—some people love being around other people. Me, I come to the woods to get away from them. Maybe if one were here from the beginning there would be more of a sense of camaraderie. But also the willingness to camp right next to others—and to a PA. I just can’t understand.

Despite everything I could stop at the bridge and watch the light fade over the river and listen to the moving water. A bat flapped overhead. Hello friend.

Back at my tent scribbling notes to the still continuous throbbing bass. Faster pace? Were things picking up? But I couldn’t be a good reporter and get out and go back. At best I’d see a small group of people dancing or I kinda doubted I’d see even that. If there were large groups of dancers to justify these PA systems I’d never know—I was content to lay in my tent horizontal and off my feet. I had been thinking of coming back the next night but did I really want to? Wander around by myself and to feel the bass in my chest all night? Again?

With earplugs in and sleeping bag mummied up around my head lying sideway with the airhole away from my face, I could just drown out the bass thump enough to relax. Again, felt like fire camp back in the day—my body remembered how to fall asleep in noise. That plus I was somehow exhausted from walking around on the flat ground. That and I like sleeping in a tent—I feel snug. I slept.

The night got COLD—glad I put on sweat pants and a longsleeve shirt to supplement my sleeping bag. And in the morning—yup—woken by intermittent bass thump. Had people been going all night? Had the music gone all night?

After I packed up I took a stroll through camp following the slower oontz of a new noise on a side road to the south that I hadn’t taken before. On my way down an older guy—maybe my age but could have been younger with the wear of substance abuse—walked by probably to the port-o-potties. I said good morning. —You been up all night?

He grumbled. —Yeaaaaahh....

I found another ‘stage.’ That word implies a performative aspect to the DJs and their walls of speaker in the trees. Is this all really about them? In their minds? Anyways another small group of folks sat in chairs around a fire talking despite being in the full blare of the speaker. The music not dancy, not too upbeat and even had melody and chord changes though still a drum machine. They all looked like they’d been up all night and were coming down. I guess my ‘where is everybody’ feeling comes from the fact that half the camp had been sleeping all day catatonic in their tents or vehicles waiting for dark so they could vampire up.

I walked on down north to the No Limits stage for one last peek. Dance music still blared—maybe a tad quieter—with three people in the DJ booth. Another small group of people gathered sitting around a fire on couches. Even a couple/few people on the dance floor sort of still moving their bodies to the beat slightly. One young woman seemed to not be able to help herself—which I respect—women must dance, move their bodies—but she looked wired and on the verge of physical collapse.

More people seemed dressed up in costume, wild Mad Max-ish outfits, especially the women (with a good number of dudes in dresses or skirts). Nobody dressed sexy per se though some women couldn’t help it. But all dressed in ‘rags of light’ as Leonard Cohen put it. In a sense this event was a masquerade like the europeans use to have back in the day though I don’t think there’s much sex happening (I assume that most women anyways don’t want to have sex after not showering for a while, but I could be wrong—it’s happened before). And no face masks—dress-up or the medical kind for virtue signaling. But was this their true expression of themselves? Away from society and and -archy’? Or was this all persona? Or are we all just wearing costumes all the time like Frank Zappa said and this is just one from their Road Warrior closets.

Mostly though camp was quiet. Cars and tents quiet. I could even hear birds—they hadn’t been scared away. The river sounded and looked lovely. I had a headache. The sun coming through the trees and especially along the main road heated up the air quick.

I was done with the Autonomous Mutant Collective. I’d have to listen to them up at my tower that night but supposedly the next day would be their last day so maybe the PAs would mostly start to mellow out. As Newt said in Aliens, —Mostly...

Mostly I wouldn’t have a problem with this fest if it weren’t for the No Limits aiming their THUMP WALL at my tower, the helpless feeling of ‘shit I have to listen to this 24/7 for a week and I wasn’t given a choice.’ But mostly the folks weren’t bothering anyone besides a poor fire lookout. I sensed a sense of comfort—dropped out of society though maybe these people were living a mostly dropped-out life period. Which I had to respect and even envy—I only saw one phone the whole time. No service out here of course but it was just a young woman at the lending library taking pictures of the typed poems. I didn’t bring mine, didn’t take any pics, out of respect and also didn’t want another reason for folks to think I was a cop. Should’ve gotten some pics of the WALLS of PA speaker in the woods though, just so people would believe me.

Sad too a little that there was almost no music played by real people. I saw a few guitars carried around in cases and one woman at a campfire strumming one. My sense is if all the people were gathered around a real stage with musicians playing, that it would have been joyful. Maybe I’d like the Rainbow Gathering better. I think I even would have preferred the Grateful Dead or Phish playing though I never cared for either of those scenes either. Or to see Slayer or Tool down in Reno. Electronic music the woods is just jarring.

The appeal of identifying as an anarchist is of course the ‘fuck you to the man’ but the anarchists I’ve known have always been less-inclined towards the ‘organizing with others’ part. What I mean is that with ‘no masters’ should come responsibility and respect. These folks may respect each other but not maybe outsiders which would explain the one bad run-in with law enforcement chronicled on the AMC website where it seems they chose a place a little too close to a residential area. You can’t just blast throbbing bass through your WALL of speakers when there are other people around who didn’t choose (were not even consulted) about the music levels. They did ok this year—I was the only poor bastard around and who cares about one individual compared to the collective.

Anarchy—no masters—has to have respect and responsibility. That means maybe not blasting music 24/7, especially if no one is even dancing. It means calling out hello before you go up into someone’s lookout tower. It means acknowledging that others in the community you’ve come to—the locals who actually live here—maybe not agree with you or understand what you’re doing. I get the appeal of retreating to the woods away from the masters. I do. It’s why I’m a fire lookout. Just don’t act surprised or shocked or passively-aggressively play innocent. The ‘fuck you’ attitude is not good anarchism. It’s just nihilism, Dude.

I would urge the people of the Autonomous Mutant Collective to come back. Not en masse but come back alone or with a small group of friends. If you must feel like conquering nature, there’s fishin’ and huntin’. But set up a tent maybe by the river. The Bizz Johnson Trail is a good one for mountain biking, if you have thousands of dollars to spend on a bike. Parts of it go along the Susan River. Nice for walking. Or go for a hike over in the Caribou Wilderness or Lassen National Park. Canoe or kayak in any of the lakes around here. Even drive up to a fire lookout tower. Or just sit and listen to the river and birds and wind in trees. You know how to get here now. The forest is waiting for your return.

Post Scriptum—I go back a week later. Park. Get out. Walk around. The whole area has been rehabbed—branches logs and even big rocks covering up most of the spaces where people camped. I text my boss: who did that? —They did! he replied. I walk down road to No Limits but I almost can’t be sure where that spot was—the clearing at the end of the road seems too small. Where did the speakers go again? Where was the bar? The dance space? Did I hallucinate all of this?

The Autonomous Mutant Collective website: https://mutantfest.info/